A Course In Miracles or Jesus deals very directly with the idea of Will. God's Will is your will. But you can not know that as a split or separate thing. So what is needed is an experience that will reveal the truth to you. While you struggle to solve the problem you constantly miss the fact that the problem can not be solved, by you, but was and is solved each moment through a "letting go and letting God."
Here's Jesus asking you very personally…
"Would you know the Will of God for you? Ask it of me who knows it for you and you will find it. I will deny you nothing, as God denies me nothing. Ours is simply the journey back to God Who is our home.
The journey to God is merely the reawakening of the knowledge of where you are always, and what you are forever. It is a journey without distance to a goal that has never changed. Truth can only be experienced. It cannot be described and it cannot be explained. I can make you aware of the conditions of truth, but the experience is of God. Together we can meet its conditions, but truth will dawn upon you of itself."Jesus Is Speaking Booklet
Is it really so bad that your Father simply wants you to be happy? You are Gods Son and experiencing God is as natural as breathing. The Course is constantly offering a chance to shorten the time that you seek and find what was always yours. Come Home and know that you ARE the Will of God.